mixxedemotions

today was one of the most amazing days i have ever had. the best part is that there wasn’t really anything out of the ordinary about today. and yet it was still awesome.

it wasn’t because of a test. it wasn’t because of any of my favorites. it wasn’t because of a once-in-a-lifetime experience. it was just any other tuesday.

usually, i would end this kind of day tired. not today. i was, and still am, on some kind of natural high. and it feels amazing. i’m just happy. i’m in such a good mood, that i felt it was worth writing about. i tend to write at moments when i have strong emotions. and if you can’t tell from my previous posts, that usually means something about love is bothering me. or i feel like i’ve disappointed myself or someone else. or my confidence is low. it’s usually something negative. because when i’m happy, i don’t feel the need to write about it. when i’m feeling down, i have more of a need to vent and get it off of my chest.

but this is the first time i’m so happy, that i feel like i have to write about it. i’m in such a good mood that i can’t help but share it.

i can’t pinpoint it exactly, but i think it was obvious that i was in a good mood. it’s like i was wearing my heart on my sleeve. and maybe i was just imagining things, but i felt like i was able to share my happiness with others. i don’t know if i helped a lot of people today, but i think today was a good day to talk to me. i didn’t give a lot of advice, but i think i was very positive today. so even just talking to people, i hope i rubbed off a little of that positive attitude on others. oh, and i made friends in class kind of. that was unexpected too. but it felt nice to know that i was approachable. i felt productive today too. and i’m just at a good place in life right now.

that’s the best i can do at explaining why i feel so happy today, but just by looking at that list of things it doesn’t seem like enough to explain it completely. maybe just starting the day off with the intention of being in a good mood and spreading that happiness to others set the tone for the rest of the day.

i need to do this everyday. it’s a really good feeling to appreciate even the smallest things in life. i hope everyone has experienced this kind of happiness before. and i hope that people experience this kind of happiness more often. it helped me get through the day easier. i think i lived my quote today: “love self, love others, love life.” i started the day off feeling good about myself. i went through the day trying to help others. and, in the end, doing all of that reminded me that i really love life.