I’ll write another post about love and how complicated it is in another post. But the past 4 months have convinced me that I really need to take the time to take care of myself first. This is the time for me to be on my own and really learn to love myself for who I am. And because of that, the key to my heart doesn’t belong to anyone but me right now. Or at least that’s how I want it to be. Honestly, it still hurts sometimes and I wonder whether or not “the key” is still with someone else. That’s why I want to buy a new bracelet, necklace, or earrings. I don’t wear jewelry right now, except for earrings. And the earrings that I wear aren’t even fancy. But I really want to buy something with a heart-shaped lock and a key. Just to remind myself that the key to my heart doesn’t belong to anyone else. Yet.
Heh, knowing you makes reading your passages more chuckle-inducing to me. That’s seriously how you talk to other ppl.
Anyways, how about a charm bracelet or a locket with your biggest smile inside for Christmas hmm?